Hello people.. /sigh
I know, this blog is dead.. yes, it officially is..
& why am I suddenly blogging (at the wrong time in fact, cos' Olevel's creeping near..)?
It's because I feel that I need a place to share & say stuffs. In short, I missed blogging :/
I can't possibly say stuffs over at Twitter or at Facebook, it's just wrong -__-"
& I'm just lazy to create a Tumblr..

You must be thinking, "She must have alot of time.. that's why she's updating her blog at this random period.."
No, I do not freaking have alot of time. I.DO.NOT. >:(
It's sad... Time is moving so quickly.. how selfish..

I've stepped down from band. I've started studying. I've stopped falling asleep in class. I've stop running away from classes etc & etc ...
I regret not paying more attention in my studies in the previous years.

Wow.. a few months & I'll be sitting for O levels... a few months & I'll be leaving this school, unless I fail my O's..
I can't believe it. 4 years is gonna pass, just like that.
& I'm going to say this typical sentence; 'I felt like it was just yesterday, when I first stepped into this school.'

Coming & going. Everyone will go through this process.
This is life, isn't it?

/shighhhh...

I'm saying all these is because I feel that I have not done enough... I have not done much..
I feel regretful that I didn't treasure my time well & I know that time is not gonna rewind.

OKAY BACK TO TOPIC; MINI LIBRARY.
Talked too much crap :0 ...
























WH0W WAIT. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to show-off here!

My father bought all these encyclopedias, dictionaries, books when I was about primary 2.
Old old books ><"
& I've also remembered clearly that at that time, my father wanted me to read them...
You tell me... at primary 2... how the hell am I gonna read all these...?
I told him, I don't know how to read them, they're too hard..
& his reply, "you can always check the dictionary for the words you don't understand."

-_- IKR ..

& yes, I did read.
I've only read the ones about animals .. because I really love animals when I was young.
My dream job at that time, was to be a zookeeper :3 aww Innocent lil' me back then..
Most of the time.. I won't be "reading" .. I would be flipping those pages & look at pictures instead..

& as time goes by. These golden' books have still been around.

Today. during Geography. The teacher talked about the universe.
Yesterday. during Social Studies. The teacher talked about Venice & ... Marco Polo.
I realised, there is so much I don't know..

So earlier, when I came home, I went into the room & towards this book shelf, which holds these golden books.
I took out the book on Universe, & the book on History.
I hope there's information about Marco Polo in it ^__^

When I took the books out,
I remembered something..

I remembered how my father cared for me (including my siblings), buying all these books for us to gain more knowledge.
We are no rich family. My father is not a rich man.
We're average.. maybe below average.
& yet he bought these expensive books, for us..



& then I thought.. why didn't I appreciate? ..

Super Junior didn't win Daesang award..

I feel useless... because all I can say is "sorry", "sorry" & "sorry" ...
I feel like a failure....... I feel like I'm the one who crushed Eeteuk's dream...
I feel like I'm not fit to be an ELF... I feel that I've betrayed Super Junior....

Just now.. Everyone expected Super Junior to win the Daesang Award...

The MC announced " So Nyuh Shi Dae!!" (SNSD) as the winner...

Tears... just automatically flow out from both my eyes...

Park Jungsu, Kim Heechul, Kim Jongwoon, Shin Donghee, Lee Sungmin,
Lee Hyukjae, Lee Donghae, Choi Siwon, Kim Ryeowook, Cho Kyuhyun..
Hankyung, Kim Yongwoon, Kim Kibum...

정말... 미안해요....  오빠들..제발 울지마...

^^V
Hello!

& yes~ I'm going for SS3 Singapore! ^^V
I seriously can't wait!!!

Getting the the tickets wasn't easy..
queuing for 24hrs isn't a piece of cake =__="



After I got the tickets, I feel like.... I'm flying ~ lmao.
I was so tired when I was queuing for the tix, I didn't sleep!!! =="
I was atacked by insects & the god damn floor is so hard!
my butt 'grew flower' for sitting on the floor for so many hours!
The night was long... I missed seeing the sun that night. lol ^^

When I have the tickets in my hand..
I was so happy.
That moment, was probably the best moment in my life.
No one will know how happy I am at that time,
except for the fans who queued as long or more than me. ^^b

Big thanks, to my cousin, Sophia.
If it weren't for her, I won't have the tickets.
Really.. huge thanks. ^^

Why I'm happy?
Cos Key's happy today! ^^


from this :'( ,,,,, (26 October)


to this ^^ ! ,,,, (29 October)


Finally, he's smiling brightly again.
I confirm that this is his real smile!
Seeing him smile like that makes me happy. ^^
& the blonde angel forgets to sing his line ~ ^w^

waahhh. so happy! ^^

This guy from Infinite (I think) is cute ~