*sobsobsob* WHYYYYYY!I DUNT WAN GO 2E3!I DUN WAN! I DUN WAN! I DUN WANNN!_l_ ! I WAN GO 2E2! D': .today...went to sch,thn as normal...
thn whn aftr recess asembly...mr yeo keep tokin..
thn gt dis bloody teacher,call me stand up...
ask me go to one corner & ask me tie my hair wid a fckin small rubber band!
_l_ tat teacher la! kpkb!
thn i tie my hair lose lose...thn she say tie tighter...
so small th rubber how to tie tighter??
bastard,u use th rubber band tie ur own hair lahh!
thn she go confiscate my earing...
thn bring me go to general office outside cut finger nail
fucker lah! cut finger nail th nail of course fly evrywhr lah!
th nail fly on th floor,she ask me go pick up !
FUCK HER LAH!
thn i dunt listen to her,
thn she say wan sack me out off th sch..
thn i told her i nt workin fer u...
thn she say IM THE HOD!
oh!hod...wtf is hod?
head of dummies?
head of dorks?
head of dogs?
thn she down thr nag nag nag...blah blah blah...
thn went back to class..
thn continue lessons...
it's time to get our report books..
im soooo nervous...
more thn half my class girls goin 2e2..
all my close frens are goin to 2e2..im goin to 2e3...
i was so shock whn i get back my report book..
i went back to my place,& became
amanda....(th emo freak in th class)
thn i cried...not vr obviously..i cried quietly & secretly...
i said to myself
"ur not a cry baby!stop cryin!if ppl see u,u will lose face!"i stopped after somtime...thn whn sch dissmiss...
went outside crystal's class & wait fer her...
whn i saw siau xin cry...my eyes became vr watery...
i tahan tahan tahannn!
thn i tabuleh tahan lurh...
i burst out in tears...jia qin & sheryl saw..
i quickly covered my face...bt i cant stop cryin...
thanks sheryl & jia qin fer comfortin me...
thn i cried & cried & cried...
i dont want to leave my class...i dont wan!
if i could just go back in time to th vr first day of sch...
i will study hard...jus to get to 2e2...
jia qin tried to comfort me by sayin,we go ask mr akmal to change ur class lah..
how can...?i mean he hates me & i hates him...
she told me tat she will help me...
i oni noe...i oni have 5% of chance to go in 2e2...
good bye 1e3...
the last day of sch...
the last time,i sat in 1e3 table durin recess wif my frens around me eatin...
the last time i played wif my frens in class 1e3...
i noe i sound despo...
1e3..goodbye D';