Hello people.. /sigh
I know, this blog is dead.. yes, it officially is..
& why am I suddenly blogging (at the wrong time in fact, cos' Olevel's creeping near..)?
It's because I feel that I need a place to share & say stuffs. In short, I missed blogging :/
I can't possibly say stuffs over at Twitter or at Facebook, it's just wrong -__-"
& I'm just lazy to create a Tumblr..

You must be thinking, "She must have alot of time.. that's why she's updating her blog at this random period.."
No, I do not freaking have alot of time. I.DO.NOT. >:(
It's sad... Time is moving so quickly.. how selfish..

I've stepped down from band. I've started studying. I've stopped falling asleep in class. I've stop running away from classes etc & etc ...
I regret not paying more attention in my studies in the previous years.

Wow.. a few months & I'll be sitting for O levels... a few months & I'll be leaving this school, unless I fail my O's..
I can't believe it. 4 years is gonna pass, just like that.
& I'm going to say this typical sentence; 'I felt like it was just yesterday, when I first stepped into this school.'

Coming & going. Everyone will go through this process.
This is life, isn't it?

/shighhhh...

I'm saying all these is because I feel that I have not done enough... I have not done much..
I feel regretful that I didn't treasure my time well & I know that time is not gonna rewind.

OKAY BACK TO TOPIC; MINI LIBRARY.
Talked too much crap :0 ...
























WH0W WAIT. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to show-off here!

My father bought all these encyclopedias, dictionaries, books when I was about primary 2.
Old old books ><"
& I've also remembered clearly that at that time, my father wanted me to read them...
You tell me... at primary 2... how the hell am I gonna read all these...?
I told him, I don't know how to read them, they're too hard..
& his reply, "you can always check the dictionary for the words you don't understand."

-_- IKR ..

& yes, I did read.
I've only read the ones about animals .. because I really love animals when I was young.
My dream job at that time, was to be a zookeeper :3 aww Innocent lil' me back then..
Most of the time.. I won't be "reading" .. I would be flipping those pages & look at pictures instead..

& as time goes by. These golden' books have still been around.

Today. during Geography. The teacher talked about the universe.
Yesterday. during Social Studies. The teacher talked about Venice & ... Marco Polo.
I realised, there is so much I don't know..

So earlier, when I came home, I went into the room & towards this book shelf, which holds these golden books.
I took out the book on Universe, & the book on History.
I hope there's information about Marco Polo in it ^__^

When I took the books out,
I remembered something..

I remembered how my father cared for me (including my siblings), buying all these books for us to gain more knowledge.
We are no rich family. My father is not a rich man.
We're average.. maybe below average.
& yet he bought these expensive books, for us..



& then I thought.. why didn't I appreciate? ..